I don't know why I feel the need to share this.

You probably won't read it, but below is a statement from the heart.

Have you ever missed something so bad you felt like you were going to throw up?

You truly don't realize what you have until it's gone. We take so many things for granted, our minds cloud up, and we get too full of ourselves. There's currently an empty void in my soul. I need to rejuvenate this emptiness and start new. Have you ever wanted to start new? Kind of like, move to a new city and take up a whole new mind set type of new? That's what makes people so great. We have the ability to change, to adapt and I have been against this notion for quite some time until I slowly saw these changes in people around me. I believe my body and soul needs a cleanse of all my dirty vices.

Where to start? Where to start? I'm on a road to self discovery, and once you realize who you are, it's the greatest most liberating feeling. Little by little I'm starting to come to terms with who I am. I'm a free spirit (so I'd like to think haha) who truly believes that with all this chaos in our world, our society, kindness and generosity will shine amongst it all. I truly believe that if you shine as a person, good things will come to you. Be honest, it's a wonderful trait in a human being. Shitty things will happen and you'll question yourself "Why me, I'm a good person, this shouldn't happen to me", but shit does happen. You are better than this, you will emotionally rise above and conquer your life and live every little bit like it's your last.

Take care.

You're thinking this is about some guy. Yes and no. I've done a lot of shitty things in my past, and I think it's about time to rise above them and cleanse myself.